[Verse 1]
Don't wanna face what I know
It's alter real, all the edges big and bold
Don't wanna feel, as the sky is getting dark
Night's closin' in, [?]
And thoughts of him
Him, him, him, him
HIm, him, him
[Chorus]
I can't take it when he's gone
It's too much for me
I turn to [fix the wrong?]
Wish they'd hold me
This bottle, this company
I wish that they'd numb me
I wish that they'd numb me
[Verse 2]
Called him up to hear his voice
To fill the room, he said this is not our choice
It's almost through, but I got hours left to burn
Not with you, baby
So I gotta make 'em blur
Can't focus on it
No, no, no, no, no
No, no, no
[Chorus]
I can't take it when he's gone
It's too much for me
I turn to [fix the wrong?]
Wish they'd hold me
This bottle, this company
I wish that they'd numb me
I wish that they'd numb me
[Bridge]
I've been long awake for hours
Tryna catch it in my sleep
But this feeling's got me drowning
Oh Lord, oh Lord, oh Lord
[Chorus]
I can't take it when he's gone
It's too much for me
I turn to [fix the wrong?]
Wish they'd hold me
This bottle, this company
I wish that they'd numb me (oh)
I wish that they'd numb me (oh)
I wish that they'd numb me (oh)
I wish that they'd numb me (oh)
I wish that they'd numb me