Hand Grenade lyrics

[Intro]
My heart was like a hand grenade
Activate, then throw away
You made me what I am today
Less a man and more a plague
I hate what I've become
I really hate to deal with pain this way
Never bothered, never less
To try to change

[Verse]
Last night, I slept until six and I don't give a sh*t 'bout making it big
I just wanna be happy and maybe later get rich
Digging myself an early grave
Better dead than alive, who am I to save?
Last way, last game, let's make it worth it
[?] surface
Don't stop, let your blood flow
Like King Kong in the [?]
I got stacks on stacks, don't let it show though
I really hate being someone's dojo
But that's how it is and that's who I am
And I really wish I was someone else
But life is what we make it, got to turn around
Wanna see me chase it, turn up the sound
[Outro]
Lost in the same place as we failed
Not too far from where I began