Settle In Darkness lyrics

You f*cked me in so many ways
What gave you pleasure gave me pain
What made this last, we'll never know
But still I feel this anger grow
If only I controlled my hate
Maybe we could've been the same
You smiled when you watched me die
You're f*cked past guilt and built on lies
You told me that you meant no harm
And still I gave in to your charm
Now look and see how far that got me
There's nothing you can do to stop me
You took my soul
You sold me out
I saved your life
You watched me drown
I gave you everything I was
Now look at what you'vе f*cking done

I settle in darknеss without you
This is my attempt to break away
I'm better off living without you
I only want you just to stay away

I sit here in the dark alone
And hope one day to find my home
And I believe that the end is near
Because with ending comes this fear
How can you say that I'm so blessed?
I'm living in a f*cking mess
I'd rather die than be this man
You don't know who the f*ck I am
How could you let things get so bad?
I gave you everything I had
You never cared
You never saw
That everything I did was all for you
Who do you think you are?
Why can't you just go away?