Pain You Keep lyrics

[Chorus: diveliner]
You hate me and you love me
Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep
I cause that sh*t, blame this on me
'Cause ain't nobody pray for me
Rest tight too for I can't sleep
You're pushin' back away from me
You hate me and you love me
Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep

[Verse 1: Steven Moses]
Lost in my mind
Ho give me brain but don't look in my eyes
Goin' insane, see the pain in my eyes
I got way too much damn weight on my spine
Cigarette burns on my arm and my face
In my whole body, she love how I look
I cannot name all the drugs that I took
I need the cash, I need all the loot
I read these hoes like they all were some books
Get to this cake like I need it or something
Maybe that's just 'cause I needed that money
Self-made, I'm eighteen and doin' this sh*ts
I was like fifteen and movin' this sh*t
f*ck, I'ma run my money up
Shawty in the club, bad as f*ck, tryna join the club
That b*tch said she loved that I'm young and I don't give a f*ck
She said I'm a dope boy and she wanna f*ck

[Chorus: diveliner]
You hate me and you love me
Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep
I cause that sh*t, blame this on me
'Cause ain't nobody pray for me
Rest tight too for I can't sleep
You're pushin' back away from me
You hate me and you love me
Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep

[Verse 2: Steven Moses]
(Ayy, ayy, ayy, said)
Hold the f*ck up, I hope that I wake up
Told my b*tch she too perfect without it, don't need makeup
And I know that we doomed, ain't a single thing could save us
Everyday it's like we break up, make up, make love
Tomorrow we do the same stuff
That sorrow, I ain't fakin' it, couldn't even if I wanted
Mary Jane everyday, got a need just to stay blunted
Needless to say insanity stayed with me since the youngin'
Yeah, I hustle 'cause I need it, I don't even really want it
Hundred dollar half ounces, I keep that sh*t in abundance
Said f*ck it and copped the Rafs, b*tch I'm stuntin'
Her lips taste like raspberries, something that you'd dream about
Tuck game crazy like the type a girl you'd read about
Gettin' high, askin' my grandpa if he could see me now
That's some other sh*t, f*ck the lovin' sh*t, come again
b*tch I said I'm on my "I think I'm Jesus' second coming" sh*t
Climaxed a year ago, figuratively comin' quick
[Chorus: diveliner]
You hate me and you love me
Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep
I cause that sh*t, blame this on me
'Cause ain't nobody pray for me
Rest tight too for I can't sleep
You're pushin' back away from me
You hate me and you love me
Please, I'm sorry for the pain you keep