​burden boy lyrics

[Chorus]
My shawty think I drink too much
My homies know I think too much
I crack a 40
Roll a dutch
Pop Ambien to sleep
I pour some out for all my team
I wear my heart out on my sleeves
A burden boy until I die
I hope it ends tonight

[Post-Chorus]
Oh, you do not know what the f*ck that I've been through
Oh, writin' these songs just to vent 'bout my issues
Oh, you can tell by all the lyrics that I f*ckin' miss you
f*ck all these feelings
I'd rather not deal
Pull up in the whip
Put my head to the steel

[Verse]
Oh, I'm sorry if you found out
Oh, I wonder how you're doing
Put the past right out my brain
I never will address a thing
Slowly decay by twenty-one
My soul will lead me to my grave
My hair is blonde, my heart is black
These b*tches never hit me back
My headphones on as I walk alone
Through places
Used to call my home
I just wanna drink my life away with hopes that I won't wake today
I hate how people give a sh*t
Just let me rest in peace
[Chorus]
My shawty think I drink too much
My homies know I think too much
I crack a 40
Roll a dutch
Pop Ambien to sleep
I pour some out for all my team
I wear my heart out on my sleeves
A burden boy until I die
I hope it ends tonight

[Post-Chorus]
Oh, you do not know what the f*ck that I've been through
Oh, writin' these songs just to vent 'bout my issues
Oh, you can tell by all the lyrics that I f*ckin' miss you
f*ck all these feelings
I'd rather not deal
Pull up in the whip
Put my head to the steel