MISERY, TO MY LOVED ONES lyrics

[Verse 1: SURGE]
Look, misery is in my eyes
I don't need problems, it is your demise
You pushed me away, now I'm livin' the sh*t
You turned on my back but it is what it is
Now I'm passed out, f*ckin' lashed out with my .40, never hand out
'Cause I dropped out and you mocked me
Had to pull the trigger now, but
Look, I thought it was true
Now I don't think about you
I hate that I'm hearin' the truth
My fate is to hang by a noose
I prefer to drown and kill myself because I have no choice
Everything I said to get to you but now I lost that voice

[Verse 2: LXWLIFE]
All this talkin', I won't pop it
Never stoppin' 'til the bottom of my coffin from OD
b*tch, you know I never sleep
Anxiety livin', I'm feelin' the trippin' from hell of prescriptions
Can't handle the [?], [?] doin' this sh*t
I'm lookin' for ways instead of the clip
The panic, the moves, it got real
I'm snortin' these xannies with bills
My life, I've been livin' a lil'
I'm [?]
Brodie, won't you let me be?
I'm waitin' for this f*ckin' dream
To die in my own f*ckin' means
I grab the clip and load the piece