SOMEWHERE, SOMEHOW lyrics

[Intro]
-if he didn't have these other problems, but his own illness kept getting in the way and making it harder and harder for him to function, y'know?

[Verse 1: LXWLIFE]
I'm by myself, I know you see it
All these f*ckin' demons, they keep lurkin', they keep creepin' every season
In the fall, I do get used to that
I never said I was a diplomat
Hold up, wait a minute, year ago, I had no vision
Now I'm steady f*ckin' lifitn', hopin' one day I'm forgivin'
Reasons of me livin', you cannot win
Motherf*ck yo' schemes, 2MG and I'm the grim
Lil' reaper death note (Lil' reaper death note)
Lost sight, you know (Lost sight, you know)
Wrist froze, I'm home (Wrist froze, I'm home)
Leave a grave and leave a rose
At the doubt of the tone

[Bridge: LXWLIFE]
Lil' reaper death note (Lil' reaper death note)
Lost sight, you know (Lost sight, you know)
Wrist froze, I'm home (Wrist froze, I'm home)
Leave a grave and leave a rose
At the doubt of the tone

[Verse 2: SURGE]
Black tinted heart
Rose pedals, blue medals
Thorns pointed out, goddamn, I'm holdin' back
I think I'm eager to let the stress erupt
Front porch, smokin' blunts, no communication
Empty road, I keep fallin' like I worship to Satan
No love is basic but a b*tch keep playin'
I jumped on a note, cannot function today
Were my eyes just slow or did my soul just part ways?
I'll stay
[Outro]
It just hit me like, just, like a ton of bricks. I was disoriented, I couldn't communicate with my friends. I-I-I, uh, I-I-I, um, I just turned to art