Lost in the Sauce lyrics

When I'm Lost and Suicidal
Ain't No Warfare with my Rivals
Gone colliding with my problems
Drown my thoughts inside a bottle
And i sip it, mix it, twist a little
Grapefruit with some Bulleit Whiskey
Quick, the quicker picker upper
Take my problems, spin and twist them
sh*ts inside a blender... Listen
This is not a gimmick... ive been
Living to the limit... I been
Living out my lyrics... I been
Screaming in the Mirror
But Nobody seems to hear it, I'm in
Fear of 40, fighting fate forever, f*ck it
Cuz im finished...
Dwindling all my ambitions, slipping...
Maybe i'm just tripping
Mistaken in my visions
That life is something other than this sh*t
I'm remised, plus im p*ssed, at the bliss
Others achieve, while im stuck in the midst
Kicking sh*t... bob and i weave
But I never can dip from the pit... Coddling Me
Pulling me in the mits of its grip... Swallow my dreams
Vomiting up the list of my fits
Now im mixed in this twisted abyss (b*tch)