​i’m so sick of this lyrics

[Intro]
(notmorgn)

[Verse 1]
What's wrong or what's right?
I'm 'bouta take a flight, like, should I say goodbye?
f*ck that, I'ma hold onto my pride
Momma raised a soldier, so I can't afford to cry
Looking back, I see the knife in my back now
Looking at life, wishing I was in the background
Looking back, I see the future in the past now
Ninety in the whip, like, should I f*cking crash now?

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

[Verse 2]
Chemicals running through my veins, I just wanna sleep
Feelings bleeding out my brain, but right now I can't feel a thing
Woke up late, time to waste away
My favorite days are the rainy days
Let it soak in then I throw it all away
I try my best, but this feeling always stays
You know I try, but you gotta give me space
And I don't wanna hurt you if you get in my way
[Chorus]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

[Verse 3]
Reach out just to waste my time
It's the young waste of space with his headphones on
Call me when you need me, baby, but I know I'm the last resort
You said that you loved me, how the f*ck could you just love a ghost?
You said that you love me, baby, I said we are not that close

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?
[Outro]
I'm so sick, I'm so sick, I'm so sick
Reach out just to waste my time, it's the young waste of space with his headphones on
Call me when you need me, baby, but I know I'm the last resort
You said that you loved me, how the f*ck could you just love a ghost?
You said that you love me, baby, I said we are not that close