Everything I Loved, Became Everything I Lost. lyrics

[Verse 1: guccihighwaters]
Everything I loved, became everything I lost
And every single shot just reminds me of us
And every time we touch, I lose my mind
Now every night you're gone but I guess that's fine
[?] In the first place
So I'm going up, like balloons on a birthday
Now they wanna know me before they know my first name
That's why I got the bottle and I'm trying to make change

[Verse 2: deadjacob]
See everything I loved, became everything I lost
Don't know what I'm doing wrong
Pushing through I'm moving on
I'm drinking way too much, when I know I should stop
And how can I be happy when I know that I'm not
The clocks on the wall, don't seem to be working
And when I'm with you it all seems way too perfect
I wanted you and all of me and this should never bother me
You got me f*cked up, I got some tough luck

[Verse 3: Lil Sophy]
I keep on thinking that I'm worthless
Probably 'cause I deserve It
I have no friends, but that's fine
I drown my sorrows in wine
I cut down much when I'm down
I wish that I could die now
[Verse 4: guccihighwaters:]
I f*cking hate that b*tch
Love, just make me hate this sh*t
Love, just gonna make me quit
I feel like sh*t, that's why they call it love sick
Why would I want to be friends with someone that's so toxic
I might as well be in the coffin cause I'm feeling so boxed in