[Verse 1]
You don't know me, I'm a mess
Got disappointment in my chest
Up by noon and I'm impressed
'Cause sleeping in's what I do best
Ignore a text
Miss a call
Empathetic
Reinstall
My own head ain't in my thrall
My heart don't barely beat at all
It's running low
I'm locking shut
Exhausted
I just wanna give it up
I wanna fade away and not feel so much
But I'm losing touch and i'm f*cking stuck
All my thoughts
They beat me down
Gotta come round so I don't hit the ground
And when I breathe again
I gotta find a sound to hold onto
So I don't drown
I'm shutting down
[Chorus]
Don't wanna rise and face today
Tomorrow seems so far away
I'm breaking down again
I swear it's just not fair
It's just not
Don't wanna fight panic attacks
I feel the pressure on my back
Breaking down again I swear
It's just not fair
It's just not fair
[Verse 2]
'Cause I been inside
I don't wanna leave
I don't wanna try
I wanna kill synapses
Cut my ties
With those I love
So I can hide
And bury bones behind my door
Find some safety on the floor
Hug it close, stay f*cking sore
But all this fear, can't take no more
Need some space
I'm losing faith
Sorrows what I contemplate
Live my life in lowercase
You can see the anger up on my face
Front my FOMO
Fail the fight
Friends come tell me I'm alright
f*ck that I ain't felt the morning light in like a minute
See the sunset in black and white
[Chorus]
Don't wanna rise and face today
Tomorrow seems so far away
I'm breaking down again
I swear it's just not fair
It's just not
Don't wanna fight panic attacks
I feel the pressure on my back
Breaking down again I swear
It's just not fair
It's just not fair
[Bridge]
And I know there's no going back
I'm boutta fade to black
I know there's no going back
And I know there's no going back
I'm boutta fade to black
I know there's no going back
[Chorus]
Don't wanna rise and face today
Tomorrow seems so far away
I'm breaking down again
I swear it's just not fair
It's just not
Don't wanna fight panic attacks
I feel the pressure on my back
Breaking down again I swear
It's just not fair
It's just not fair