I’m so sick of this (stripped down) lyrics

[Verse 1]
What's wrong or what's right?
I'm 'bouta take a flight, like should I say goodbye?
f*ck that I'ma hold onto my pride
Momma raised a soldier so I can't afford to cry
Lookin' back I see the knife in my back now
Lookin' at life wishin' I was in the background
Lookin' back I see the future in the past now
90 in the whip, like should I f*cking crash now?

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

[Verse 2]
Chemicals running through my veins, I just wanna sleep
Feelings bleeding out my brain but right now I can't feel a thing
Woke up late, time to waste away
My favorite days are the rainy days
Let it soak in then I throw it all away
I try my best but this feeling always stays
You know, I try but you gotta gimme space
(Gotta give me space)
And I don't wanna hurt you if you get in my way
[Chorus]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

[Verse 3]
Reach out just to waste my time
It's the young waste of space
With his headphones on
Call me when you need me baby
But I know I'm the last resort
You said that you love me
How the f*ck could you just love a ghost?
You said that you love me baby
I said we are not that close

[Chorus]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

[Outro]
(I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of sh*t, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?)