A Nice Soft Painless Lie lyrics

[Intro]
Huh, a text message from *beep*
"Dear Andres, I have to do what's best for my mental health
I always wonder why we never worked because...
We could've been something great
I need to accept that you and I are a masterpiece
That'll never be finished"

[Verse 1: Andrés]
I've been gaining weight in my stomach and my face
It must be my age 'cause my habits haven't changed
Since I've been 18
It's been a series of long term relationships
And chasing my dreams in dive bars across the country
I went from hanging at Whitney's apartment
To working at restaurants every night
These days I'm chilling at Cameron's apartment
And music is paying my bills
But sh*t hasn't changed that much, has it? Has it?

[Chorus: Andrés]
Maybe what I'm hungry for
Was never gunna be listed on the menu
Maybe what I'm hungry for
Was never gunna be listed on the menu
[Break: Andrés]
Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah, ah, ah

[Verse 2: Andrés]
I've been losing faith in myself and this place
Do I look like someone
Who'd wanna remember anything? Ooh-ooh
See, I haven't talked to Jade since I ran into her
A few months back at Tommy's Place
The conversation started great until she got reminded that I, uh
I'm a selfish bast*rd (Got reminded that we all have strayed)
That sh*t happened years ago anyways
I miss the Summers when Harry and I would just stay up all night
Talking girls over wine in a bag, in a box

[Chorus: Andrés]
Maybe what I'm hungry for
Was never gunna be listed on the menu
Maybe what I'm hungry for
Was never gunna be listed on the menu

[Bridge: Andy Cizek]
Searching for a meaning
Alive but heart's not beating
This world's so unappealing
But I'm in bed still dreaming
See, being alone is just a way of life
'Cause nowadays everything feels so empty
Look out the window and I'm horrified
Nobody's making any sense and I'm just...
[Outro: Andy Cizek]
Searching for a meaning
Alive but heart's not beating
This world's so unappealing
But I'm in bed still dreaming