​​so much bullsh*t lyrics

It's a new day
But I still got old problems
Don't got a job
But I still walk in Pradas
I'm going through it
If we're being honest
Drink till I'm dizzy
And I'm nauseous
So much bullsh*t, hate and toxic
Got me tired, I'm exhausted
Took my heart
And she just tossed it
That's so f*cking out of pocket

Should've called it when I saw it
Our love was f*cked
I couldn't save it
Honestly, I can't save sh*t
And it sucks cause you were my favorite
I hate it
Just like when I see my replacement

Hole in my chest
Still vacant
That's why I'm staying faded
Doing drugs don't know where my face went
That's how I hide my pain b*tch
In my own head
I'm so anxious
Need to get away
I can't take it
Wanna change my name
And get a facelift
Wanna walk away
From this life sh*t
If I see her face
Then I might slip
Look her in the eyes
I may lose it
I have dreams of you
And they're lucid
I'd die for you
Watch me prove it
Falling fast
To the pavement
All this stress
Just piles up
Like problems I don't wanna deal with
Problems I don't wanna deal with
Really wish
At a time like this
I could learn not to feel sh*t
Everything just brings me down
There's no cure
To this sickness
Everyone wanna use me now
So I'm keeping my distance

All my dreams 1080p
I can see so vividly
Everything seems in my reach
But I still wanna rest in peace
I'd be better off underneath
Nowadays
I can't get to sleep
Toss 'n turning up
In my sheets
I wish that you were here with me

It's a new day
But I still got old problems
Don't got a job
But I still walk in Pradas
I'm going through it
If we're being honest
Drink till I'm dizzy
And I'm nauseous
So much bullsh*t, hate and toxic
Got me tired, I'm exhausted
Took my heart
And she just tossed it
That's so f*cking out of pocket
Should've called it when I saw it
Our love was f*cked
I couldn't save it
Honestly, I can't save sh*t
And it sucks cause you were my favorite
I hate it
Just like when I see my replacement