​sex // doubt // suicide lyrics

[Chorus: cøzybøy]
Yeah
f*ck it, I guess I'll just see how this goes
Say that you love me but how do you know?
Burning through my lungs; cigarette smoke
Float through my veins
We’re not the same

[Verse 1: cøzybøy]
Cleaning stains from my pillow case
Still smell like you, f*ck, I miss your face
Face f*cked under those red lights
Shallow conversation but a tight embrace
Always check her breathing
I make sure this sh*t is really real
How could such a pretty face
Give me love and help me heal?
God damn, she so loud with this sh*t
God damn, no blouse in this sh*t
God damn, still doubting this sh*t
God damn, I'ma drown in this sh*t
Yeah

[Chorus: cøzybøy]
f*ck it, I guess I'll just see how this goes
Say that you love me but how do you know?
Burning through my lungs; cigarette smoke
Float through my veins
We’re not the same
[Verse 2: LePlay]
You live inside of my head
Dancing around in my bed
I might just swallow the pain
And why do they all feel the same?
The longer, the harder the hurt
I guess I'll just see if it works
Every day you're not around
I scream 'til I can't hear a sound
And I've just been trying my best
The rope isn't touching my necklace
If heaven's a party, I guess then
I wasn’t put on the guest list
You just love to watch me drown
With all your f*cking dirty thoughts
Guess that I’ll just keep on moving
'Round just as a lonely fox
Press your fingers deep inside my
Chest, you know I feel the sting
Put that f*cking knife inside my
Head so I can’t feel a thing

[Outro: cøzybøy]
Say what you were gonna say
Say what you were gonna say
Baby girl, it's hard to stay
Hard to stay, oh yeah