Love of my Life lyrics

[Intro]
Suh
Suh, suh
Suh-suh-suh
Suh-suh-suh
Yo (One)

[Chorus]
I thought the trap was the love of my life, I lied (Ah)
Had a bad B tellin' people she's my wife, I sighed (Ah, ah)
That's defamation of character (What?), she wanted to ride like a chariot
I come home first night, went in deep, shut it down in a JW Marriott (Suh, suh, suh, suh)
I thought the trap was the love of my life, I lied (Turn, turn, turn up)
I had a crack fiend teach me some things about life, I sighed (Told me turn)
Jakes at the door, I froze up like a mannequin (Told me turn), now I gotta call up my barrister (Told me turn)
I'm sittin' at my cell at night, time goes more slow when you cross off the calendar (Turn, turn, turn)

[Verse 1]
I never knew I was talented, had a smartphone and my soul had to barricade (Buh)
b*tch with her pus*y on camera, she pattern it
That bought me temporary happiness, music and road, wasn't so hard to balance it (What?)
Your bro sent a young boy upsuh and they said it's a human he's traffickin' (Free up)
My pops got used to me patternin' and then he stopped panickin'
In the community, I'm an embarrassment
I got a show in the city, I'm ringin' up management (Turn, turn)
Put fours on a biscuit tin (Turn, turn), candle wax and I wrapped it in Sellotape (Ah)
I still got a Z to bag, I left crack residue on the laminate (Turn)
I'm tired, who can I trust and who's a good candidate? Who ain't wired? (Suh)
Tell me who tryna run on that trap, got a mask and a shank like I'm Michael Myers (Suh, suh, suh)
Yeah, I really try sell everythin'
Crack, cocaine, heroin, I swear one time I even tried sell high grade (Ah)
Tried so hard not to time waste, that I had to time waste
[Chorus]
I thought the trap was the love of my life, I lied (One)
Had a bad B tellin' people she's my wife, I sighed (Suh, suh)
That's defamation of character (Suh-suh-suh-suh), she wanted to ride like a chariot (Suh)
I come home first night, went in deep, shut it down in a JW Marriott (Turn up, turn up)
I thought the trap was the love of my life, I lied (One)
I had a crack fiend teach me some things about life, I sighed
Jakes at the door, I froze up like a mannequin (Argh), now I gotta call up my barrister
I'm sittin' at my cell at night, time goes more slow when you cross off the calendar (One)

[Verse 2]
Second strike, I got it concurrent, I told them I'm a carrier (Turn)
I had no change for the train so I bumped it, I couldn't be a first class passenger (Turn up)
Had the grub in my cheeks, scales in my balls when I hopped over that barrier (Turn, turn, turn)
I still found space for my shank, I could never walk alone, I was comin' like Carragher (Turn up, turn up, turn up)
I pulled up to the safe house for a pit stop, then I got nicked and ended up on sh*t watch (Suh, suh, suh-suh-suh-suh)
I got caught two packs in a film like Gridlock'd
Now I'm on induction wing, I'm p*ssed off, sittin' in my cell wearin' flip-flops (Ooh, ah)
Tuna baguettes, the biscuits Biscoff, it's aggro how the packs got shipped off
Got an ASBO from Scotland, nicked for half a B, they bailed me (p*ssed)
True I can't take that risk no more, so Ryan mu-must can help me
Biscuit tin, I tape that rim, rats and coffee, bees for the sniff dogs
Wrap it in wrappin' paper, I go with Susie, a happy belated Christmas

[Refrain]
I thought the trap was the love of my life, I lied (Told me turn)
Had a bad B tellin' people she's my wife, I sighed (turn)
That's defamation of character (Turn, turn, turn), she wanted to ride like a chariot (Told me turn)
I come home first night, went in deep, shut it down in a JW Marriott
[Outro]
I thought I was trapped for the rest of my life
Till I shut down my first ever show, they looked in my eyes and they gave me the mic
Thought I would forget all my problems, they poured some CÎROC and they chased it with Sprite
I hope at the end of the tunnel there's light
There's light