I miss u so much lyrics

[EDDISON]
Aye
[?]
I hate my head
Like lying myself
Constantly
I can't stand apologies
I still hear you calling me
And calling me
And honestly
I miss you so much

Lately
[?] she hate me
Its what they telling me
Your crazy
Or maybe im just tryna tell
Oh, oh, oh
I hate myself since i left you
I did some things i won't tell you about
I won't make the same mistake

sh*t don't feel the same
sh*t don't feel the same

[?]
I hate my head
Like lying myself
Constantly
I can't stand apologies
I still hear you calling me
And calling me
And honestly
I miss you so much