[Intro]
This song is, umm…
This song is for my mother
Only for… that purpose, really
This is a message to her, and…
Yeah, hopefully, she get it
[Verse 1]
Okay, I’m all alone
Know that you were here, but I still feel like I am all alone
Sometimes, I don’t care, would prefer to do it on my own
Problems I could see, but I would hide and I would never show
Problems you could see, but I would hide and I would never show
And we been back and forth, arguin’ ever since high school
And now, we ain’t talkin’ and I can’t just put the blame on you
Blame it on depression, this sh*t been gettin’ way worser, too
And daddy ain’t called since the problem, that sh*t hurtin’, too
Wonder, “What’s been hurtin’ you?”
It’s funny ‘cause I feel that we are almost the same person, too
I’m not gonna lie, there’s a lot on my mind
And lately, I’ve been contemplatin’ suicide
I don’t wanna die, but it’s been feelin’ right
But, I’m not finna try
‘Cause I’m still too pus*y about my life (About my life)
About my life (About my life)
[Hook]
I hope you understand
I hope you understand
I hope you understand
I hope you get this message (Yeah)
I hope you get this message (Yeah)
[Verse 2]
And Ion like poppin’ out
And ever since I enrolled college, I’ve been plannin’ droppin’ out
And you don’t gotta say it, well, I’m a disappointment, now
Was only tryna make you smile, I guess that ain’t been workin’ out, yeah
[Bridge]
And I can’t handle
It hurts from Andrew
It hurts from Andrew
It hurts from Andrew
And you can’t handle
It hurts from Andrew
It hurts from Andrew
It hurts from Andrew
[Hook]
I hope you understand
I hope you understand
I hope you get this message (Message, yeah)
I hope you get this message
I hope you get this message
I hope you get this message (Message, message)