Ghost of Mariano’s lyrics

I've been
Watchin’ lots of tv
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating sh*t that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy
Greasy motherf*cker

It's 4 AM and I’m supposed to be at work at 10
But I f*cking hate my job
So I'll sleep in
I hope they fire me
'Cause I'm no quitter
I've got a paper due on Tuesday that I haven't even started
Who really cares about the end result?
If I didn't try
'Cause it's all bullsh*t

It's getting colder outside these days
And I've been

Watchin’ lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating sh*t that makes me
Feel like I’m a lazy
Greasy motherf*cker
In the end we're all the same
Just empty smiles with forgettable names
Your excuses don't mean anything to me

My family thinks I have potential but I waste it all on
Things that shouldn't matter (but to me it really matters)
‘Cause it takes my mind
Off the future
I tell myself that if I can't pay for my college
Then I'll just run away and live inside a van until I figure out
Who I really am
Because I don't know who I really am

But I'm running out of time
And I've been

Watchin’ lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating sh*t that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy
Greasy motherf*cker

So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
So long to everyone that I love
So long to everything that I love
That I love
'Cause I've been watchin’ lots of TV
Gave up on my sleeping
Trying not to hate myself
Eating sh*t that makes me
Feel like I'm a lazy
Greasy motherf*cker