GRIEF lyrics

[Verse]
Cautious
Anywhere I walk like a project
Pause and
Scan the f*ckin' world that's revolving
Gettin' lost quick marvelous beautiful bliss sitting in the woods by the waters
Leave the crib I needed this I take a minute just to breathe it in cuz I can't deal with the bedroom pacing
It make me crazy
Winter got us locked inside but I swear to god I just can't take it I break free
And don't worry bout a thing if you sit around thinkin' oh me yo
I been feelin' like sh*t ain't what it seems in this life but don't take it from me though
Stay from the people
Feelin' like I'm patiently waitin' for the day that you relating with me though
Nobody seem to take it as real
All the f*ckin' pain I'm relaying in these songs

[Chorus x2]
Are you surprised that we talk of dying when we suffer to survive
And you wonder why I lost my mind for like the f*ckin' thousandth time
I'm cuttin' ties and sayin' my goodbyes when suicidal thoughts arise
And I don't wanna die b*tch I don't wanna die
Coulda' been the drugs or not