About You (Prod. Sarcastic Sounds) lyrics

[Verse 1]

Some nights I stay awake to think about things I hate
You always come to mind because you were my worst mistake
Loving you was never easy, I probably shouldn't have tried it
You look ugly, you look like you probably need a diet
My first boyfriend will, probably my last
At least lay me a pillow before you drop me on my ass
Young bashful, all my friends think I’m an as*h*le
Stacking all my bands, I’m impatient for the cash flow
Enough with the love sh*t I find it unimportant
I just want to chill online with Chris and f*cking play the forest
Why don’t we put a list together of sh*t that will never happen
I want to live in TriBeCa, have an apartment in Manhattan
I want yacht, sail the world you know I’ll be the captain
I think about it, I know that sh*t will never happen
I want to be famous I want to make a difference
But that sh*ts impossible I’ll probably never get it and.... it's whatever

[Verse 2]

I used to be the kid with lots of aspirations
But nowadays I feel like I’ve got no dedication
Things changed for better or worse
Stunting so hard feels like a blessing and a curse
I put that on all my worth
My grandfather didn’t stare down the barrel of a gun
Just so 40 years later he’d had a f*ck up for a grandson
I know damn well why these boys think I’m handsome
I know damn well why my music is the anthems
For all these f*cked up kids with their f*cked up friends
Yeah you f*ck with me now, but didn't f*ck with me then
And I'm waking up, to another week of all this bullsh*t
There's rappers blowing up just because Ronny J produced them
I’m a little different why should I have to lose to them
We all want to stay unique why the hell should we get used to them?

But I... I digress. f*ck it. f*ck everything
It's whatever