​ohf*ckimnotok lyrics

[Verse 1]
Just turned twenty-one and I hate what I've become
Wasting time as if I'm getting young
I wanna rest, but can't find peace 'cause my sheets are drowning me
I only live my dreams when I'm asleep

[Pre-Chorus]
So don't wait, I'm already gone, gone, gone

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm far from fine, but I'm close to the line
It gets hard sometimes, so, oh f*ck, I'm not okay
I'm far too kind to the voices in my mind
It gets hard sometimes, so, oh f*ck, I'm not okay

[Verse 2]
Just turned twenty-one, I feel too old to be this young
I live alone with brittle bones and rust
And karma's close in tow to collect the debts I owe
And this life of mine's on borrowed time, I know

[Pre-Chorus]
So don't wait, I'm already gone, gone, gone

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm far from fine, but I'm close to the line
It gets hard sometimes, so, oh f*ck, I'm not okay
I'm far too kind to the voices in my mind
It gets hard sometimes, so, oh f*ck, I'm not okay

[Post-Chorus]
Oh f*ck, I'm not okay