Waiting lyrics

Tell me why I'm waiting
For someone
Who couldn’t give a f*ck about me?

Tired of f*ckin waiting
Tired of having patients
Lately I've been feeling like a patient
Tired of being hated
Center of the conversation
Negative thoughts
Over wealming
Well, at least I tried
Done swallowed my pride
My f*ckin idol died
I dont know what to say
Wish I could tell you
Why I feel this way
Sadly I'ma f*ckin pus*y
I ain’t gonna lie
Lately I've been feeling a lil fuzzy
Like no body trust me
Like nobody care at all
I already feel like I lost it all

I been in my f*ckin head
Like every single day
And I'm just off the rum cuz I can't f*ckin cope it's insane
No one f*ckin cares
I cannot be saved
Demon or angel
Same sh*t either way
So tell me
Why the f*ck I'm waiting
For some bullsh*t
40 Glock shells
Butch I'm plotting
Grab the f*ckin shotgun
Shell in my skull and I don't give a f*ck
Face hit the pavement Im dead and they struck
Demons they haunt me I’ll never succom
To the maddness the saddness I feel like I’m sc*m