[Chorus]
Happy new year happy new year yeah
Open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah
Time is going by so fast i wanna slow down
I'll bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out
Happy new year happy new year yeah
Open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah
Time is going by so fast i wanna slow down
I’ll bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out
[Verse 1]
I wish it could be this way
Like you wish someone happiness and sh*t goes away
Like i lose a friend every f*cking year
Tell me any reason why i'll be okay
I dont wanna go any further but I
Got a burden on skinny shoulders, i'm
Lowkey making some honest music that’s
Why i'm still feeling not so useless
[Verse 2]
- new year, same pain
Resolution on the low now
- new fears, in my brain
Shivering bones in the snow now
I'm still, f*cked up
I been tryna run from my demons
New thrill, tough luck
I don't wanna breathe and i mean it
Staying inside
So many plans, that i dont abide to
Playing a lie
I'll keep making music that i wanna cry to
Dropping the ball
On all the responsibilities unfinished
Ruin it all
Counting down seconds like days that i witness
Forget an acquaintance, i'm losing my patience, need inspiration
It's more of the same sh*t, depression that lingers without explanation
I'm trapped in my bed now, panic attacking inside of my head now
In come the dread now, playing back every word that i said how
f*ck all the noise, f*ck all the smiles and f*ck all the joy
f*ck all of this hatred inside of a void gonna keep me regretting the life i destroy
I just wanna hide, close up my eyes, run from the fear that i’m holding inside
Say i wanna die, but it’s a lie, i got no choice but to battle this year and survive
f*ck all the noise, f*ck all the smiles and f*ck all the joy
f*ck all of this hatred inside of a void gonna keep me regretting the life i destroy
I just wanna hide, close up my eyes, run from the fear that i'm holding inside
Say i wanna die, but it’s a lie, i got no choice but to battle this year and survive
[Chorus]
Happy new year happy new year yeah
Open up champagne hanging with my fears yeah
Time is going by so fast i wanna slow down
I'll bury my memories under the snow today so i can fall out