Exploding lyrics

[Verse 1]
I am wild, I am open
Rode a wide-awake one-eighty by the ocean
I was fumin' by the exit
Now I got all this space so I can finally digest it

[Pre-Chorus]
And yes, you were a friend to me
But only till I let you see
I couldn't breathe and you disagreed

[Chorus]
I hope I am always explodin'
I hope I am always explodin'
I see the stars, they're supernovin'
I hope that I'm always explodin'

[Verse 2]
Got a hard light on pretendin'
When I hurt somebody just by holdin' my breath in
Thank God I erupted
Instructions on people pleasin'
Rained down like a bar fight on the ceilin'

[Pre-Chorus]
And yes, I did my best to hide that scary, silly mess
Till I could barely find my silhouette
[Chorus]
I hope I am always explodin'
I hope I am always explodin'
I see the stars, they're supernovin'
I hope that I'm always explodin'

[Post-Chorus]
I hope that I'm always explodin'
I hope that I'm always explodin'
If the alternative is heavy holdin'
I hope that I'm always explodin'
I hope that I'm always explodin'
I hope that I'm always explodin'
If the alternative is heavy holdin'
I hope that I'm always explodin'

[Outro]
I am wild, I am hopin'
I am wide awake
Now I've been shaken open