Bottled Up lyrics

[Verse 1]
Usually I turn a cheek
Usually I let it go
But I feel this burning deep
And I fear I'm set to blow
So to hell with the courtesy
Never felt it affect me so
Been about ten years, had a good run
But I'm finna have an episode
Got too much going on
Like, court dates in a week, I'm stressed
Prosecutors wanna see me rest
In a cell, oh well, and I'm eating less
On top of it all, lost my friend
And the woman that I love is leaving next
Long as I got my rap and a bed
And the lab in the back, and I breathe I'm blessed
I guess
I ain't never been one for the heart to heart
But I get a bit emotional when I've got a big show
And the god damn car won't start
Never been as happy as when I get a track done
Back to back and I'm carving art
I don't wanna ever love another like this
Cause the being away would be the hardest part
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna be
I shut down and I just don't speak
Letting y'all walk all over me
f*ck that, for the day I'm over, peace
I'm so cold, and I don't release
Do my best to be oh so sweet
I don't wanna be that dude
Guaranteed that I'm on one and won't be beat
Come on

[Hook]
There's not enough time in the day
To beat around the bush
Just say what you wanna say
Cause all I do is pray
Somebody's gonna f*ck with me today
I've been bottling this up
And I think I'm about to break
There's not enough time in the day
To beat around the bush
Just say what you wanna say
Cause all I do is pray
Somebody's gonna f*ck with me today
I've been bottling this up
And I think I'm about to break

[Verse 2]
I'm way too young to be jaded
Looking for the faith anywhere I go
Is there anybody that can tell me what I'm bottling up
And when I'ma give into the pair I grow
On the outside, I could be a lamb
But I've got the potential to be a bear, I know
What am I doing to me and why am I doing it
Am I scared that they're gonna see what dare I show
Do I really wanna bare my bones
Am I gonna let it all out
You don't wanna f*ck with me right now
I'm not well, in the head, you don't want that bout
When I get enraged I'ma start to shout
That'll be the day that'll end all doubt
I'm a nice guy with a limit, better watch your mouth
And be mindful of what you spout
When I was a boy, I was mad
I don't wanna go back
Cause if that was then, this is bad
Don't know how to react
I was always used to the pen and pad
Picked up all of my slack
Now I'm like, one more problem away from erupting
And f*ck it, we don't want that
That'll put me in jail again
Hell if I'ma be locked away in that cell
Cause I've got a lot to do and if I go get popped
You can bet that affects my sales
Uh, welcome to the life I live
You could probably tell
I don't really know that much about myself
And I don't get too much help

[Hook]
There's not enough time in the day
To beat around the bush
Just say what you wanna say
Cause all I do is pray
Somebody's gonna f*ck with me today
I've been bottling this up
And I think I'm about to break
There's not enough time in the day
To beat around the bush
Just say what you wanna say
Cause all I do is pray
Somebody's gonna f*ck with me today
I've been bottling this up
And I think I'm about to break