Suicide
Do I live or do I die
I couldn't decide
I hated my mind
I didn't want life
So I might just take mine
I always got high
No one loved I
So I'm grabbing a gun
I let out a sigh
Finger on the trigger
I remember the lies
A photo in my hand
Barrel in my eyes
This isn't a song
This is a cry
I need some help
Don't let me die
When you next see me
In a coffin I'll lie
Look at our texts
Remember this goodbye
Ever since 13 I realized the truth
I wanted to die and thats just what I'll do