Filthy Habits lyrics

Why won't everyone just forget about it?
I left a trail of blood with love, not violence
And I don't deserve anything you're providing
I am cold, leave me alone

I tip-toe corners these days, always hiding
My mind, it swallows whole every last distraction
And all that I'm left with are a million questions
Like, "Have you grown cold?"
"Are you f*cking miserable?"

I just can't listen to sad songs anymore
I get f*cking bored

Jealous of friendships that I can't abide by
Jealous of these sinking ships
Watch the water swallow all of us whole
This time I swear it's over
Jump in with your lungs wide open
Haven't you heard cynics never recover?

There are words that I can't even breathe
And those are the ones I've been dying to scream
Still jealous of friendships I can't abide by
And we'll watch this sinking ship
And the water swallow all of us whole
This time I swear it's over
Jump in with your lungs wide open
Cynics never f*cking recover
Spit on the stories you've been told
Cause now you're so much older
It's clear you've forgotten all about this
I don't think I'll ever recover