Scared to Close My Eyes lyrics
by benedixhion
Don't let me sleep
I'm scared to close my eyes
Not sure if I'll wake up
'Cause I'm so dead inside
We act like we're in love
But you just aren't my type
I always f*ck it up
So don't tell me it's fine
Me and you
That's all that it was and
Then we hit the brakes and we parked it
The memories down the drain 'til I clog it
Even miss the smell of your carpet
Needed a fresh start
So I purged it
Now I'm looking back
Was it worth it
And to top it all off
We were perfect
Then I got what we had
And I swerved it
Don't let me sleep
I'm scared to close my eyes
Not sure if I'll wake up
'Cause I'm so dead inside
We act like we're in love
But you just aren't my type
I always f*ck it up
So don't tell me it's fine
I'm not okay
'Cause now you're gone
It's senior year and I'm still f*cking alone
Can't find my way
'Cause I'm so lost
It's been a year but I can't f*cking move on