Fairytale lyrics

Verse 1
Yeah
I said I'm sorry that I'm f*cked up
I wish I could be better
But it's pouring in my heart
It's a stormy weather
Won't forget her cuz she dealt with all of my bullsh*t
She deserve better
f*ck dealing with my fooliness
Yeah I know I am a piece of sh*t
Why the f*ck do you think I hate being me and sh*t
I need another fix
Someone quickly patch me up
I can't exist not unless I have these f*cking drugs
And I'm sorry
I know my love ones probably think less of me
Trying to stay afloat But I swеar of God I'm drowning
Every step I take feels likе I'm climbing up a mountain
f*ck
I'm running out of strength
I'm running out of patience
I've been losing faith
Will you save me before I take my life away
Please save me
Someone take this knife away
Chorus:
Look me in my eyes
Tell me what you see
One day I will be fine
He inside of me

Verse 2:
Yeah
Suicidal thoughts
Suicidal dreams
Once you realize that nothing is what it ever seems
Used to think life would end up like a fairytale
To not blink then woke up in this lonely hell
But forgive me for my downfall
But this weight is to much for me to stand tall
So I crawl and I cry by my lonesome
I get lost in these tides of emotions and f*ck
No I can't swim
Feel the heat come from hell on my damn skin
I've sin in my past
No I won't lie
I've sniff in the bathroom a couple lines
f*cking high
Ah f*ck here I go again
Blurting out a bunch of bullsh*t I've soon regret
f*ck
Please forgive me I've beg you
If I become an angel, I will protect you