It’s Still in the Mirror lyrics

I've painted my face
To be a blank space
Better than before
I put my faith in a monster
It was there on my face
And it's still in the mirror

Friends
Oh my friends forgive me
I wasn't myself

Find my way to that happy place
That melts in the sun
Give me a new life
Sometimes I don't see anything
Is that the real me?
Is that the real me?

Friends
Oh my friends forgive me
I wasn't myself
I wasn't myself