Solo Cypher lyrics

[Verse]
Before you take my soul, I'm trynna let this sh*t be known and get it off my chest
I’m far from perfect, doing wrong, just know I try my best
Behind this gun I get to hiding, fact I'm scared to death
Cuz everytime I dream, I see dead people when I lay in bed
I get to thinking bout the opps and thinking bout my friends
I get to thinking bout my family, thinking bout my grands
Granny I'm glad you met Jhené before the days you left
Cuz I got friends who got kids, some they ain’t even met
And this sh*t crazy, police department's been hеlla janky
All the times you spent in jail, it's sum you can't rеplace it
I hate the streets but I love it cuz it's my motivation
Designer clothes, expensive sh*t will never fill what's vacant
Ay f*ck the opps, we gon' shoot it out when we crossing paths
I had friends that I call brothers and they turned out bad
And all the times I almost died that sh*t just made me mad
Cuz all the shootouts in front my momma house, I apologize for that
Aye, apologize for that
Aye
Tomorrow never promised, so I'm writing down this letter, being honest
sh*t I can’t even lie, the money turned me to a monster
All the sh*t I dodged, I guess that you can say I’m lucky
And your funny was bummy, now bad b*tches trynna f*ck me
I was hungry, ain't even know who really friends
Seem like the ones who really care are finna ones that I just met
And it’s f*cked up, cuz that's just how it ends
But if I tell you I love you just know I got you til the end
That goes for family too, I be with steppers in designer shoes
Label's trynna move me outta town because the sh*t we do
I ain't the type to judge, because I been there too
And if my brother shoot I’ll follow up cuz that's what brothers do
Damn, shouldn't feel good to shoot a human
Trynna kill for all the times that I cried, I'm not a bad influence
Damn, shouldn't feel good to shoot a human
Trynna kill for all the times that I cried, I'm not a bad influence
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