Seedling lyrics

[Verse 1]
Aya, aye, wow
I lost it
A feeling
I'm broken
I need it

[Verse 1]
I've been trying so hard just to feel it
I've been counting on the sun like a seedling
Guess I never found god I'm a demon
Why you trying so hard, just believe it
When I tell you that I love you, do you feel it?
When I pull up every f*cking thing I'm dreaming

[Verse 2]
Frozen like ice and I'm bleeding
And I'm burning inside and I'm freezing
And I know I never touch you like you really wanna
Understand that I can try but understand I'm never gonna

[Hook]
Thats okay, that's okay, I'm still breathing
And I love you, you're so quiet when you're sleeping
Thats okay, that's okay, I'm still breathing
I stay counting on the sun like a seedling
Thats okay, that's okay, I'm still breathing
I stay counting on the sun like a seedling
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