Living I hope it never ends
Lying to all of my friends
Crying thinking of times when I was well
Buying extra time till I'm not ill
I've been losing rest
Very depressed
I'm happy less
Life's a mess
Cannot stress
How much I miss
You
Everything bout you is great
I'm getting past all this hate
I got an undecided fate
Maybe life is clickbait
Love everything you'd say
Wanna see you today
Hope I'm not getting played
Hoping people like the music I've made
f*ck me
I was lucky
To be alive
Now I'm gonna try
To stay like this
Looking at my wrist
Thinking why I did this
I was super p*ssed
Forgiveness
Asking for forgiveness
Can you forgive this
As my witness
Are you with this
Can I win this
Life's been sh*t
Say f*ck it
I don't need yo pity
Way you act be sh*tty
You pus*y like a kitty
I'mma stay litty
Yellow Eyes:
Why are gentle hearts always broken
Soft words always seem to leave me open
Just a target practice for the Trojan
Creep in just to f*cking spill me open
Just to f*cking spill me
My word, my stars, and my earth
You just walk on me like dirt
Its death with I whom I flirt
Close hands I pray that you hurt