3 Months lyrics

[Intro]
Things change

[Verse 1]
I spent the last 3 months of my life feeling sorry about myself
But on the real you know you got that life if you got friends and good health
Doctors say I got a heart condition, nah f*ck that I got too much heart
When I heard that sh*t I swear I saw my whole world fall apart
I lost my mind around the time me and my ex split, truth is I was selfish
And I hate the way it panned out but I deserved it
Gotta lose yourself to find yourself, get better not bitter
Sure I get pus*y but you know that one good one is worth the whole litter
Yeah, not afraid to admit that I've been scared as sh*t
Will I ever blow up or just fade right into the darkness?
Feeling hopeless as f*ck, praying it's never the latter
But you know certainty's never with the profession of a rapper
They can love you know, sh*t they'll probably hate you tomorrow
That's why you'll never find another rapper that's working harder
Been in New York for two months and I barely sleep in my bed
They say that sleep's the cousin of death, so f*ck it I'mma sleep when I'm dead

[Hook] (x2)
I said that I (don't stop now)
I said I (can't stop now)
Said everybody feel a way, but at least y'all feel something
At least y'all feel something
(At least y'all feel something)
[Verse 2]
Doctors think my mom just had a stroke, I was on the road
Life is precious that sh*t ain't no joke
But people come, they go, friends they turn to foes
Good girls turn to hoes, all because my bank account just got a couple extra O's
Yeah, I heard that Hoodie diss wasn't even that p*ssed
Cause you know jealousy and envy just a trait for a b*tch
I never cared about another rapper, I'm focused on me
And all that dissing sh*t it really just exploits your insecurity
So f*ck all that respect, grew up on hand-me-down clothes
What's the worth of an opinion when you spent your life broke
Keep saying how I'm gonna blow, most people saying that I won't
sh*t, if you hate me that's gravy, I know a lot more who don't
My momma told me "don't ever settle, the world could be yours"
So I spent the last six months of my life traveling the country on tour
The album dropping real soon, and I swear it's nothing but hits
I'm bout to come out f*ckin' swinging like Tyson in '86

[Hook] (x2)

[Outro]
Can't stop now
I can't stop now
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Can't stop now
I can't stop now
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