​leave me alone lyrics

[Intro]
(Words I never said)
(I'm drowning cause it's so loud in my head)

[Verse 1]
Can you keep a secret?
I'm getting sick of always falling to pieces
It's been so long, I don't remember my reasons
I tried to make it work, I only made it worse, I know

Now there's nowhere to go
Kept my composure, the weight is off my shoulders
I'm taking back my life so that maybe I'll get older
I'm better off on my own so leave me where you found me

[Chorus]
Leave me alone
Cause there's a reason I don't pick up the phone
No need to tell me what I already know
Wish you'd just take a hint cause I'm gone
Called it quits, I'm not coming back so

Leave me alone, words I never said
I'm drowning cause it's so loud in my head
So, leave me where you found me
Leave me alone
[Verse 2]
Now I've done it, not up for discussion
Falling face first, I don't think I even want it
Took a year off, maybe now I'll find some substance
But I veered off cause I couldn't make adjustments, oh no

Funny how it works, getting caught up in a war
Guess I'm just the worst, put me deep under the floor
Really thought I broke the curse, that's on me for wanting more
Now my every movement hurts, even breathing is a chore

Tossing and turning, can't get out of bed
Can't come to terms with the words left unsaid
Made that decision, I'll deal with regrets
Cause there's always the next so

[Chorus]
Leave me alone
Cause there's a reason I don't pick up the phone
No need to tell me what I already know
Wish you'd just take a hint cause I'm gone
Called it quits, I'm not coming back so

Leave me alone, words I never said
I'm drowning cause it's so loud in my head
So, leave me where you found me
Leave me alone
[Verse 3]
Really strikes a nerve, knowing what they're jumping to
Try to find the words, I don't think I want me to
None of it's deserved, falling out is nothing new
But what's it coming to?

Cause I didn't do a thing
And none of it's about me but they're bringing up my name
Like why am I a target always taking all the blame?
This is a personal hell, let me stop
Cause I don't wanna get ahead of myself, I've had enough

Cause all the panic attacks aren't letting up
You really don't know the half, you talk too much
Too many knives in my back, can't feel the cuts
Just leave me where you found me

[Chorus]
Leave me alone
Cause there's a reason I don't pick up the phone
No need to tell me what I already know
Wish you'd just take a hint cause I'm gone
Called it quits, I'm not coming back so

Leave me alone, words I never said
I'm drowning cause it's so loud in my head
So, leave me where you found me
Leave me alone