[Chorus]
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead
[Verse 1]
It's not fair you blame me for the things I didn't do
I wish I could say it but it takes too much to
It's breaking on me to see you're being hurt too
Love's so complicated, why the f*ck we still do?
You look at me and I stare anywhere but your eyes
'Cause mine isn't good when it comes to keep too lies
I'm laughing at something I don't think is funny
Ironic how once it was love‚ now it's nothing
[Pre-Chorus]
Would you tell me if you wasn't mine anymore?
If you were too far away to feel a thing
'Cause I can't seem to remember
The last time since I haven't been yours
[Chorus]
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead
[Post-Chorus]
I only feel alive every time I close my eyes
In my dreams when I pretend he's mine
[Verse 2]
Wide awake at 3 am‚ I wonder where he's been
I'm checking his photos‚ I wish I was with him
I think of at night close to my pillow tight
Hope that with luck, we f*ck in my dreams, it don't seem right
I miss how it felt when we met for the first time
I thought I could forget him letting you inside
But I can't replace the way he made me try
To do bad things like taste acid trip with my mouth dry
[Pre-Chorus]
Would you tell me if you wasn't mine anymore?
If you were too far away to feel a thing
'Cause I can't seem to remember
The last time since I haven't been yours
[Chorus]
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead
[Bridge]
I come alive once in a nighttime
When I make believe he's holding me while you put your arms around mine
I come alive once in a nighttime
When you fall asleep and I get to think of him and I
[Chorus]
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead
Don't want this weighing in my head
When we're laying in our bed
I always think about him
When you put your arms around me
I feel like I'm living dead
[Post-Chorus]
I only feel alive every time I close my eyes
In my dreams when I pretend he's mine