[Verse 1]
''Do you still want me?''
I asked him while I attached
His jacket all around my hips
''Tell me what do you think''
I didn't wanted tell the truth
I knew what'd happen if I did
Better the devil you know
Our love was covered up in blue
But people assumed it was gold
And all that glitter was just a little bit of dust
[Pre-Chorus]
I remember crying in the backseat of a taxi
Washing my shadow off the window as the wind blows
Something tells me that it's gonna be a long road
'Til I get home, I don't know
And I remember being jealous lookin' at the people
The couples on the street like I wasn't in one
I knew something was wrong with us
[Chorus]
A couple years later, I'm still intoxicated
Off the taste of his lips
He was the very first kiss that I just never had
And every day I regret
That he were my wish when I was thirteen
I hate the memory of him stuck in my king-size bed
I screamed, ''What the f*ck are you doing?''
I thought we had something good and
Why'd you say forever if it wasn't true
You can't leave me bleeding here
I'm begging you down on my knees
Oh, I just wanna be with you
[Verse 2]
''Do your friends hate me?''
His lips were locked like the pockets
Of his sweatshirt I was dancing with
''Don't make a deal out of this''
You knew just how to ask for my forgiveness without apologies
I'm your distress prince
Be my senior dream
[Pre-Chorus]
I remember crying in the backseat of a taxi
Washing my shadow off the window as the wind blows
Something tells me that it's gonna be a long road
'Til I get home, I don't know
And I remember being jealous lookin' at the people
The couples on the street like I wasn't in one
I knew something was wrong with us
[Chorus]
A couple years later, I'm still intoxicated
Off the taste of his lips
He was the very first kiss that I just never had
And every day I regret
That he were my wish when I was thirteen
I hate the memory of him stuck in my king-size bed
I screamed, ''What the f*ck are you doing?''
I thought we had something good and
Why'd you say forever if it wasn't true
You can't leave me bleeding here
I'm begging you down on my knees
Oh, I just wanna be with you
[Outro]
I know this isn't love but maybe's just what I want
Maybe's just what I want
Maybe's just what I want