[Verse 1]
Drowning my tears in caffeine
To soak up the pain that I feel in my lungs
I watch all the colors fade to grey
As I start finding meaning in heartbreak songs
And nothing seems like before
The camouflage I wore doesn't fit anymore
There's nothing to feel but the hurt
And I'll just let it burn if I want it to stop
[Chorus]
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
And it isn't pretty, but it's okay
[Verse 2]
I find more comfort in pain
Than in lucky escapes my friends said that I made
And maybe I don't have to wait
Until someone replace all the love that I gave
This pouring rain will be
More deeper than sea storms
But at the end I'll be clean
And for that, today I promise
I won't apologize for letting myself heal
[Chorus]
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
And it isn't pretty, but it's okay
[Bridge]
I've been losing my sense of sensibility
I can't carry the weigh of things I never did
I lost so many friends, and I miss the old me
But I love who I am now, I'm just a little bit
[Chorus]
Sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm pretty sad today
I'm so f*cking sad today
[Outro]
I'm pretty sad today
And it isn't pretty, but it's okay