I despise u lyrics

[Pre-Hook]
I don't know what to say
I really hate my ways (I really hate myself)
Every time my heart breaks
I don't care cause I'm a waste

[Hook]
I just wanna make a song you can cry to
If you trynna call my phone, I will find you
If you say you're all alone, would you lie too?
Everybody off the dope, I despise you

[Verse]
Days go faster than they used to do
My life's a disaster how about you?
Got a gun under my mattress
Paranoid dude
We be smoking on thraxx
Yea shawty love the boof
I got fifty on my wrist yeah
Shawty is a b*tch yeah
I put you in a curse yeah
They call me lil wizard
Snow on my sleeves
Blood in my sheets
All black on yeah they call me a thief
[Pre-Hook]
I don't know what to say
I really hate my ways (I really hate myself)
Every time my heart breaks
I don't care cause I'm a waste

[Hook]
I just wanna make a song you can cry to
If you trynna call my phone, I will find you
If you say you're all alone, would you lie too?
Everybody off the dope, I despise you