Honestly, Nevermind. lyrics

I LET MY HUMBLENESS TURN TO NUMBNESS AT TIMES LETTING TIME GO
BY KNOWING I GOT THE ENDURANCE TO CATCH IT ANOTHER TIME
I WORK WITH EVERY BREATH IN MY BODY CAUSE IT'S THE WORK NOT AIR THAT MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE
THAT'S SOME REAL DETRIMENTAL sh*t BUT THAT'S THAT sh*t MY PERFECTIONIST MIND DOESN'T REALLY MIND
BECAUSE NO ONE KNOWS WHATS ON MY MIND WHEN I GO TO SLEEP AT 9 & WAKE UP AT 5 - UNLESS I SAY IT IN RHYME
I CAN'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME SOMEONE PUT THEY PHONE DOWN, LOOKED ME IN THE EYES AND ASKED MY CURRENT INSIGHT ON THE TIMES
BUT I REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE TIME SOMEONE SHINED A LIGHT IN MY EYES
I PURPOSELY TRY TO FORGET WHAT WENT ON BETWEEN SOME PPL
AND I BECAUSE I KNOW I'M NOT A FORGIVING GUY EVEN WHEN I TRY
MY URGE FOR REVENGE WINS THE GAME AGAINST MY GOOD GUY INSIDE EVERY SINGLE FCKN TIME
I GOT PLANS I CAN'T TALK ABOUT WITH MORE THAN LIKE 4 GUYS BECAUSE THE LAST TIME I SHARED EM WITH SOMEONE ON THE OUTSIDE... WELL THAT'S ANOTHER STORY FOR ANOTHER NIGHT
I WAS TRYNA GET THRU THAT STATEMENT TO GET TO SAYING I'M NOT @ A TIME IN MY LIFE WHERE PATS ON THE SHOULDER HELP GET ME BY I'LL TAKE LOYALTY OVER AN OH MY & EMOJI FIRE
I KNOW IF IT WAS A DARK NIGHT WHERE ALL THE ODDS WERE AGAINST MY SIDE & MY SKILL WENT TO WHOEVER TOOK MY LIFE THEY'D DONE ME OFF WITH A BIG SMILE
& MAYBE EVN POST IT FOR SOME LIKES
I KNOW EVERYONE THAT TELLS ME THEY LOVE ME DOESN'T LOVE ME ALL THE TIME ESPECIALLY WHEN IM DOING BETTER THAN ALRIGHT & THEY HAVE TO WATCH IT FROM WHATEVER POINT THEY AT IN THEIR LIFE
I GOT HERE BEING REALISTIC I DIDN'T GET HERE BEING BLIND
I KNOW WHATS WHAT AND ESPECIALLY WHAT AND WHO IS BY MY SIDE
HONESTLY... NEVERMIND.

DEDICATED TO OUR BROTHER V
-DRAKE