Waisting time lyrics

Waste all my time 'cause it won't mean sh*t when I go die
Waste all my life tryna find something but it don't feel right
Who'd have thought we'd end up like this
I lay in my bed so lifeless
Don't know why I'm always so tired
Just need to be in the dark all alone sometimes

Girl don't you worry I
Never let a damn thing make you cry
Don't know why I'm oh so shy
Don't know why it's so hard to let myself shine
I don't wanna think about the truth so lie
To me it's not like you're not used to it I
Stay inside like I'm not used to the sky
Now I hate the only girl that I used to confide

Waste all my time 'cause it won't mean sh*t when I go die
Waste all my life tryna find something but it don't feel right
Who'd have thought we'd end up like this
I lay in my bed so lifeless
Don't know why I'm always so tired
Just need to be in the dark all alone sometimes

I guess I just couldn't help it
And I can't even play sh*t
I did it to my motherf*cking self
You remain
Up in every little thing
In this house, you a stain
In my motherf*cking brain
I can't get out
Who'd have guessed you would turn so sour
I think of you and I can feel the taste in my mouth
I thought I was good to you I guess you think something else
Crazy you loving me made me hate myself
Crazy you loving me made me hate myself

Waste all my time ' cause it won't mean sh*t when I go die
Waste all my life tryna find something but it don't feel right
Who'd have thought we'd end up like this
I lay in my bed so lifeless
Don't know why I'm always so tired
Just need to be in the dark all alone sometimes

[Sample: Angeldust - Lil Peep]
These eyes have seen the strangest things
Passin' by, no one noticed my angel wings
Gettin' high 'cause my life don't mean sh*t to me
Ask me why I might sing you a symphony
These eyes have seen the strangest things...