!LetItOut! lyrics

[Intro]

Life of the party, diamonds on retarded
All a n*gga want is just his diamonds on exotic
(gibberish)

[Verse 1]

Yea, I swear to god man
I been going through it f*ckin' all, went off the deep end
I'm so sick and tired of fighting with my demons
Went from QUICKFIRE to this, can't believe it, ya ya
Take it to a place I never thought I'd wanna go
I'ma tell you 'bout my life but you gon' have to read the code
Yea despite on how you see me, I go through sh*t on the low
Lost my granny since that day I know I haven't been the same, oh
Know a couple times I said I'd put one through my brain, oh
You don't understand; sometimes I wanna end the pain, oh
They ask me why I talk like that, I keep this sh*t inside me
It builds up to the point on where I wanna catch a body
And if I say I freestyled this I know they say I'm lying
It gets a whole lot darker, I'ma tell you through my hobby
Used to be life of the party
All a n*gga wanted was his diamonds on retarded
All a n*gga wanted was his diamonds on retarded
All a n*gga wanted was a white b*tch with a body
I'ma bring it back lil n*gga, won't you come and watch me
EE-AH-EE, EE-AH-EE
[Bridge]

Life of the party, diamonds on retarded
All a n*gga want is just his diamonds on exotic
(gibberish)

[Verse 2]

b*tch you couldn't wait
I was gonna pull up to yo state in a Wraith
You went and broke my heart, I wanna spit up in yo face
You the least of my problems now but I can't see yo face, oh these n*ggas can't relate
To a real heartbreak
f*ckin' on these b*tches tryna numb out all the pain
I don't wanna talk about that no more
And I can't believe that girly, she was such a hoe
And I really miss my granny, that's my angel baby
Thinkin' 'bout Salice, them pills took you baby
Just to speak yo name, that sh*t took me a lot
Now a n*gga locked in, I don't date no thot
Yea I been through a whole lot, n*gga I almost got shot
I remember all them days I had my hand up in the pot, the stove was hot
And I remember when I almost overdosed, the room got hot
And I was in and out of life my n*gga, yea I seen the light my n*gga
And I remember nights up in the bathroom with the 'doley n*gga
Put it to my temple, almost pulled that trigger
Thinkin' bout my pop, that sh*t hit way different
I miss you a lot, yea, I miss you a lot yea
I said I miss you a lot yea
(gibberish)
[Outro]

Give a f*ck about opp, yeah
I'm on a whole different time in the top, yea
Oh, oh, oh, oh