​don’t know, don’t care. lyrics

[Intro]
Such a freak
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Verse]
Baby, I'm so sorry for what I did
Really miss your body up on my skin
Really wish you'd call me but I get it
'Cause I'm not him, and he's not Ken
Everyone I love leaves me
I know that I'm probably the reason
Wanna stop my breathing when I can't stop my thinking
I made you my anchor, is that why I'm still sinking?
I'm alone, you don't care, I been on my death bed
Where'd you go? I don't know, can't get out my damn head
Want you, but don't need you, I still see you in my dreams now
Call you, know I shouldn't but it's been eating at me now
I get treated like a joke but I swear that this sh*t not funny
I chased you for so damn long, I think that I'm a f*cking dummy
I can feel all of this pain up from my head down to my tummy
Ever since thе third grade, I knew my life would bе bummy
Trying to break these habits ain't been easy
I turn into someone else, I don't want you to see me
I don't even wanna see myself when I be fiending
I look in the mirror, all I see is someone greedy
Can't appreciate what I been given
When all I do is think about the sh*t I ain't been getting
Something gotta shake 'cause I don't feel like I been winning
I thought it was dark until I seen the light start dimming
Wonder why nobody wanna know me
Then I realized, I don't even f*cking know me
I can't blame nobody for not wanting to be around a nobody
I'm so sorry for what I did, to all these heads, I left mislead
I didn't mean to, they did it to me too
But that don't mean that I can't try to make my wrongs right
[Outro]
Such a freak