​cocoon. lyrics

[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Verse 1: unknxwn.]
You told me that I been off the rails but I know it
How bout ever other time I fell? You ain't notice
You only care now cause you think you got some to gain
Everything I have I got myself, it's going to my grave
In cocoon state, break out as a butterfly
I was in a bad state, you left me for another guy
Don't come calling back when you find yourself in need
They say forgive and forget but that's not what I believe
You just need a hand, is that so? Imma pass though
I won't give you that, b*tch, I know I'm an as*h*le
I looked at the glass and I can tell you it ain't half full
Say it's greener but there ain't no f*cking grass bro
Ain't no f*cking lightbulb in this f*cking head of minе
You can thank my last hoe, that b*tch is why I'm dead inside
I'm tryna rеlearn how to use my f*cking heart now
Everywhere I turn just be cold and f*cking dark now

[Verse 2: cuts]
You never tried to be honest, what happened to all that you promised?
You always treated me like sh*t, that's something you won’t admit
I don't wanna be here baby, yeah, you promised
That you would just be near anytime I wanted
I don't wanna think about it anymore
I know what you think is that I'm just a whore
I don't wanna, baby, I been honest
I don't wanna fall in love, I'll crash just like a comet
I don't want to be alone anymore, I don't want to be a bore
You treat me like I was decor
I been in my head, think about the things we said
I don't wanna fall in love, I just want you in my bed
I know that it's wrong but I really want to numb the pain
Making you my drug, babe, I swear you are my Novocain
I just can't get enough of you, I been thinkin' this is my debut
Oh, yeah, it's my debut