​emotions to mp3. lyrics

[Intro]
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Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Verse 1]
Wanna heal, but I can't, I mean I prolly could but I won't
What I feel isn't black, it gets darker than you'll ever know
I could talk, but I won't, I can't ever let nobody know what I have in my head
I won't ever be the one you hold, when it's cold, when it's dark
When I feel like I'm falling apart, this sh*t is old, wake up everyday
And I do the same sh*t and I play the same part
And I'm getting so tired of all the emotions
I keep to myself that are hurting my heart
Why the f*ck did you let me get over you just to reach out to me?
Now I'm back under you, can't get you out of me

[Bridge/Spoken]
Lately I've really felt like I just don't know what the f*ck I'm doing at all, and.. For a moment, I just.. I don't even know how to explain it. I guess that's why I'm making a song about, everything. So thanks, for listening

[Verse 2]
Leave me alone, I'm fine, I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't know why I try, I don't even have anymore hope
I'm a fraud, I'm a lie, cause I know that I told you I'm fine
But I'm really not cause I know if I was
I wouldn't have to say that I am every time
I don't cry anymore, I used to a lot but I just got bored
I used to fall to the floor, screaming at God, "Why the f*ck was I born?"
Wanted to die, I tried but I failed, do I still go to Hell?
I barely care about my own life, you really think I care bout someone else?