​memory. lyrics

[Intro]
R3DQX Productions
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Verse]
You won't remember me when I'm a memory
I'm so in love with you, you're a facade
'Cause you act and you only pretend to be
Thought I'd be better by now but I'm not
I was sick and I only was withering
You'll never know what you meant to me
You'll never know what you did to me
I can't let go and it's sickening
I can't get you out of my head, maybe I will when I'm dead
Maybe I won't, then maybe I'll haunt that b*tch until she finds death
9mm of metal inside of my skeleton
Wish I could say that thе state that I'm in is better than thе one that you left me in
But I won't cause I can't, I only wish I could hold you
I feel the wall on my back, if it was cap, wouldn't of told you
That I love you more than anything inside of this world that we're in
I'm in a hole, can't get out of

[Outro]
I'll never know where I f*cked up
I really wish I wasn't love drunk
Stupid little b*tch got me love struck[?]
I'm in a hole, can't get out of