​disaster. lyrics

[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you
Luffy
Flower

[Chorus: unknxwn.]
f*cked up how we ended but I'm grateful that it happened with you
I ain't ever felt the feelings that I'm having with you
I ain't ever felt as happy than when laughing with you
I can't tell you the truth, unless I'm in the booth
We're connected, if you hurtin' then I'm feelin' it too
Can't connect with all these other f*cking versions of you
You the only f*cking human on this planet
I would ever even take a moment just to make a plan with

[Verse 1: unknxwn.]
I was so upset thе day you left, ain't understand it
Dealing with a brokеn heart you left, I couldn't stand it
I would lay in bed all day, thinking about those days
When I ain't think that we would ever meet the end of it
Us apart? Can't deal with it, tryna find some new, I'm finished with
I wake up just wishing it was all a dream this living sh*t
I can't do this no more, honestly my soul sore
Don't look in that closed door, why the f*ck you think it's closed for?
I keep all my skeletons in there with this feeling that I'm in
I thought I was better than when I was in my past
I can't ever get over this wall, it'd be better to jump off and fall
Your life's better when I'm not involved
If you're not in mine I don't have one at all
[Chorus: unknxwn.]
f*cked up how we ended but I'm grateful that it happened with you
I ain't ever felt the feelings that I'm having with you
I ain't ever felt as happy than when laughing with you
I can't tell you the truth, unless I'm in the booth
We're connected, if you hurtin' then I'm feelin' it too
Can't connect with all these other f*cking versions of you
You the only f*cking human on this planet
I would ever even take a moment just to make a plan with

[Verse 2: weepings]
You were so perfect so how could this be anything but my fault?
Claim that I'm fine but behind the curtains I wake up on asphalt
I need you now more than ever; I still got your lipstick stains on top my sweater

[Chorus: weepings]
Only one I want is you I don't want anybody else
Words they cut and actions bruise, I'm just her puppet on the shelf
Hate I'm caught up in her spell, I can't function by myself
Just a shadow of who I once was in this self created Hell

[Verse 3: weepings]
Time keeps moving and I keep on proving
That I'm stuck inside the past
Girl you still run through my head at times, I'm 6 deep in these cans
In this pain I'm fluent, girl I miss you and I wanna feel your hand
But you took a f*cking torch and scorched up all our f*cking plans
[Chorus: weepings]
Only one I want is you I don't want anybody else
Words they cut and actions bruise, I'm just her puppet on the shelf
Hate I'm caught up in her spell, I can't function by myself
Just a shadow of who I once was in this self created Hell