​curse. lyrics

[Intro]
Curse me, use me, anything you can do to make me feel great about myself
Ken, I f*cking hate you

[Verse]
All this strain in my mind, I don't think that I'll find
Peace in none of my life, I won't ever get it right
Where were you when I fell deep down into that hell?
All I wanted to do was show you that I was there for you
So your face in my car melted, I wanna change but I can't help it
I don't understand all this pain that I've dealt with
I don't think I'll regret this, felt like a robot most of my life
At least with this choice you can really just be mine
I don't wanna hear your voice, please don't try to change my mind
I'm so sick of all the noise, yeah, I think it's f*cking time
"Ken, if I were you, I would probably do it this way."
b*tch, you isn't me, I don't wanna hear a damn thing
You ain't ever tried to help me, I don't think you care about me
"It's just a song," what I tell myself
I don't wanna admit that I really need help and I know you don't neither
Everyday I wake up weaker, one day I ain't gonna be able to find it
Something in my chest and I don't like it
If there's one thing you can learn from me
[?] that you can never learn from me