​miserable. lyrics

[Intro]
Ken, I f*cking hate you
Gaxillc on the track

[Chorus]
f*ck what I did cause I hate what I'm doing
Is life really worth it? I feel like it's stupid
Detmer told Garrett, "Shut the f*ck up and do it."
Ken is so useless, unknxwn. just wants music
I found a fire but I been so cold for so long
Something tells to put this b*tch out
Lost my desire, I don't wanna hold anyone
If the songs that I made ain't about
Misery loves company, why am I lonely?
If my life has only been miserable, my life will only be memorable
When I no longer belong to the side that is physical

[Verse]
I really thought I'd be better by now but I guess that I won't ever be
Thought I could leave behind what's keeping me behind
But I guess Detmer just won't ever leave
Don't look at me like I'm crazy, I'm exactly what she turned me into
We're still both breathing, I'm hurting, I guess the answer is simple
I don't need a phone if your number's not inside it
I don't need a home if it's not where you're residing
I wish I was gone, I don't wanna be alive
Need a bullet in my dome, shouldn't come as a surprise, sh*t
I wanted her, she wanted you, you'll never love her the way that I do
I wasn't sure, didn't know what to do, I give up trying, I guess I'll just lose
I'll never win back her love, I'll never be who she wants again
I think I've dealt with enough, I won't ever feel that love again
[Chorus]
f*ck what I did cause I hate what I'm doing
Is life really worth it? I feel like it's stupid
Detmer told Garrett, "Shut the f*ck up and do it."
Ken is so useless, unknxwn. just wants music
I found a fire but I been so cold for so long
Something tells to put this b*tch out
Lost my desire, I don't wanna hold anyone
If the songs that I made ain't about
Misery loves company, why am I lonely?
If my life has only been miserable, my life will only be memorable
When I no longer belong to the side that is physical